when memories start to flash back

its 1 am now!
i just got back from the base
havent been there for ages
usually when i go there i only go to darlings room =x

im missing him so so soooo much now
everything just makes me think of him.. haha

whilest driving there
i reconise the familiar roades
those that i would stare out at whilest in a cab
waiting impatiently to spend yet another saturday with my honey
but today driving there seamed all different
because my honey wasnt going to be there =(

saw how they re-did the mass
and it looks nice!
good job to 134 =DD
went to the walls, saw a picture of me and them on bingo night
and other pictures of darling
again i realise how much i do miss that silly guy

and then wondered over to where the names were
took picture of 134 and 135's board
then i realise that darling's name wasnt on the 134 one =x
in was infact on the 131's board
but i was too lazy to take pics anyway =x

the night was fun =)
played pool with Kee and Co. along with aunty emily and other students
watched "ah long pte ltd" its a good show, except the ending kinda sucks
played fooseball with the new 137 students
ate chicken rice
and then chatted and watched pirates of the carrabian as well

they wanted to karaoke, but big boss was there so they had to entertain him
and also be more "decent" i guess haha
looking / talking to the " big boss" again i was reminded of my darling

saw Chox
he asked me :" wei what you doing here ?? come here see who?? ppl go back already la.. " (reffering to darling)
ME : " ehh come here see you lor! "
Him (with cheaky grin): " aiya ppl go back already then you come see me la.. "

haha.. grr.. irritating
but at least
Kee didnt say anything abt last time =x
maybe he forgot or just playing safe
hahaha

yeah and then there was this guy from 135
and he freaking looked like darling
omg scared me
no joke.. haha
thought i was thinking too much or missing him too much
but then debbie also told me that that guy looks like darling
teehees

it was so weird talking to him cans..

so yup overall i had fun =)
would be better if i had my boyfriend with me =(
but its okay..

do you know what is my biggest urge now?
i really want to hug him whilest he is in his flying suit
teehees
i guess today seeing all the students in flying suit
made me realise i havent actuallt seen darling wear it yet
but i think it would be very nice to hug him in it
hahaha

alrights im off to bed~