try this out!

so pretty much everyone who follows me on twitter knew i got a lil... yesterday
I wanted to delete all my tweets abt it and pretended it never happened
what is better? facing the problem or pretending its not there??

look at the photo above..
* okay it was supposed to be an animated photo with dots movings where :
if you follow the moving pink dot all you'll see are pink dots
if you concentrate in the middle you'll see the moving dot turn green
eventually when u stare hard and long enough at the cross the pink dots will disappear

but somehow it stays as a picture format when i copied it to my blog sooo..
I tried it without the moving dots
it still works
if you stare at the cross in the middle, the pink dots all disappear

try it!
it took me really long for the pink dots to disappear
tho i knew it never literally disappeared but, if u concentrate on the black cross and ignore it
it will go away

I guess thats how I am with life
sometimes i ignore stuff hoping it will go away
and it does for awhile
but i never forget that its still always there..

Nicole Tan's best of 2010

2010 is ending!
and whilst theses few weeks havent exactly been a smooth sailing ship

thinking back on 2010, I actually had quite a good year this year!

so now I present to you, the best of my 2010 year!

- Got together with my bestfriend =)
- Joined social university club CS
- Elected into the Top 4 of CS, being the only fresher from all clubs to be in the exec team
- Was involved in the born of a nwe legend, DYNASTY, perth hottest end of semester asian party!
- Got a new Mazda 3 2L with mazda 6 sports rhims
- Met awesome people and new friends
- completed my diploma with 4 distinctions!
- Party Animal!
- Threw 2 big 18th birthday bashes in perth and had a birthday week clubbing marathon back in SG
- Finally got a DOG, the love of my life zara
- Got to know many important people!
- Learnt how to DJ ;) DJ TNT
- Runner up best dressed as Tinkerbell uring Disney Marval night
- Danced on Metro City Club Stage
- First LIVE guitar and singing performance of POKER FACE
- Two sucssful dance performances and chreography
- LADY GAGA CONCERT
- quit working at subway after making quite a huge amount of money!
- MET IRENE ANG
- MET DJ MOTTO
- MET DJ ANDREW T
- Went to Bangkok
- Went to Melbourne
- Went to Hongkong
- Went to Disney Land
- Went to ShenZhen
- New and improved awesome wardrobe!
- New doors opened for me!

I should learn to be happier and appreciae my life
sure its no where near where I would like to be right now
looking at others who are living the kind of life that I want

but for now im progressing just fine!
all I need to do is concentrate on my studies!
give me 2 years people
and I'll explode like TNT and you wont even know what hit you

2011 is gonna be amazing!
cuz its 1 year closer to the begining of my professional career

Its the year I bring my uni club CS to whole new levels
we are gonna throw awesome amazing high profile parties in perth next year

and once ive gained all the skills from all that
I'll hit sg with my awesom parties as well!

just you guys wait and see
look out for me, Miss TNT ~

im nothing without you guys
you guys give me strength and the will to keep going
thanks for all the support
please continue to believe in me =)

photos from baby's birthday dinner

me being more interested in my lemon sobert

jasminee

phi's stupid grandma blow-up doll

ewwww LOL

creapyy

back to eating again

What every awesome club needs!!!

So by now I believe most of my frequent readers as well as friends would have realised that...

I Love to Club

I Love to Shoes

I Love to Dance

and, well, I am pretty short

where am I going with this might you ask??
Well...

Since Im short and I love shoes, I tend to buy super sexy high heals
which unfortunately..
hurts like a bitch after a long night clubbing

at the moment theses 2 are my fav paris of heels

I wore this pair to my ladies night club hopping marathon

and by the end of the night my feet were killing me
and I ended up with this...

super horrible blisters that hurt like a bitch!


sometimes i carry along some of my flats in my bag,
but its inconvinient,
sometimes I dont need it
its hard to find lockers/ bag chekk-ins get full

all this bunch of dramma
you get what I mean

so anyways, what Im getting at iss....

UK CAME UP WITH THIS AWESOME INVENTION...
A SHOE VENDING MACHINE!
that is found in clubs!

you can buy rolled up flats through these awesome vending machines

no kidding!
its called Rollasole!
and its coming to perth!

isnt it just the best thing in the world??

it cost only 20 bucks!
which I think is kinda reasonable, I remember NYE when my heels were killing me and I was desperate to buy a pair of "nice cheap comfy" shoes so I wouldent have to go home to change, but unfortunately, I could not find any

it roles and is easy to store
and omg SINGAPORE SHOULD TOTALLY IMPORT ROLLASOLE!

I have no lifeee

Whats new with my life ?
well, Im hardly going out, only mainly to uni, see the bf and home
the only time I went out was last wednesday when I went to see
ECLIPSE!!
I rate 9/10 SOOO GOOOD
I love it!

needless to say jacob was smoking hot in it
and the fight scenes were awesome
and emmette was cute as always
was great to hear jasper and rosalie speak for once too

anyways for those who have not yet visited my formsprings page
let me share some interesting questions people ask me
as well as my answers

you wouldent believe the crazy things people post there

first there are always the haters asking questions like...

UR AN ATTENTION SEEKER. did u not knw that?
Yes i do know that. I love the attention and I normally get it from haters like you

but also some good nice questions like..

If you could be invited to one person's birthday party, whose would it be?
Nicole Chen! (sg's model celeb DJ)

What is the sweetest thing a guy ever did for you?
wow so many things come to mind, flowers, rhymes.. but I guess recently, cuz it was my birthday, this silly guy secretly put his phone into my bag, and set the alarm to go off at midnight wishing me happy birthday with a sweet message attached

Where do you love to club??
in SG, I love BUTTER FACTORY! and PHUTURE too! sometimes you'll be able to see me at Rebel. In Perth, Im always at Metro City, but I love Gold Bar too

Does it annoy you that people see you as a bitch or a slut? How do you cope with that?
Im used to it. haha ive learn to accept that most people esp girls, when they just met me or even just saw/heard of me, would assume that im a bitch/slut. but once they get to know me, they realise what kind of a person I really am. and those will be my real friends. and I just dont really give a shit about what outsiders think of me


can you speak any other languages apart from english?
I speak mandarin, a lil of canto, hokkien and french. I also understand malay but I cant really speak it

or more basic short questions like

Are u a flirt?
yes. but not when im attached

are you rich?
I wish

whats ur height?
153cm. super short!

and then people post silly things that are not even questions like

nice legs....
thanks?

your hot i'd so do you.
thanks for the compliment? lol.

dump him and be with me
he is my bestfriend. there is no one id rather be with right now =)

and the super randome one

its okay.. just kiss me

and then there is just the over person/ obnoxious ones that I dont bother to reply such as..

Are you a virgin?

Have you done "IT" ?

can I get into your pants?

y do u think you are so pretty?

How many guys did you do?

the list goes on
LOL
check out my formspring page to see all the questions/answers
or ask me some questions
not silly disgusting ones please thank you =)

awesome nike airs!

okay, so most people who know me will know that
I HAVE A SHOE OBSESSION
yes i do, sad but true story

amongst many other obsessions I have, like with jackets
I have 2 JUICY COUTURE velvet hoodie jackets, 3 addidas jackets, 1 addidas hoodie jumper, a nike hoodie jacket
amongst a few other fancy winter mango and zara coats I have.

okay thats not the point,

the point is,
see the picture above, and the AWESOME RED NIKE AIRS ON THE RIGHT????

I MUST HAVE THEM!

a friend took this photo in taipei if im not wrong
but im sure with the variety of cultures and countries in which my awesome viewers come from

you guys can assist me in finding these pair of shoes right?
or at least similar???

if you help me i'll love you forever!!!!
true story!

and i really should get back to writing my 8 weeks worth of weekly reports
AND the 3 essays im yet to start

i shall leave you with 2 random photos to be entertained by

my GIRLFRIEND =p

aww me and cute lil shann shann

okay thats it for now
toodles xoxo

Gossip Guy update

gossip guy's latest post
"In Perth, particularly Northbridge, all the world’s a stage and the men and women merely players. But once a year, UWA and Curtin students throw the books and usual roles and take on new ones for the C.S. and A.S.I.A. events. This years fresher event for A.S.I.A? “Poseidon.” Judging by C.S.’s fresher event... How littl...e has changed. The same society snobs still reigned, only in mini skirts and sky-high stilettos."

looks like someone is jealous of us "society snobs"
us C.S and A.S.I.A club ppl are AWESOME
and you know you love our sexy mini skirts and sky-high stilettos

anyways, I cant wait for the next event
POSEIDON!
which will be held this friday night =p

I will be in my smoking hot tight black dress
signature mini red feather "hat"
and my awesome black strapped stilettos
Ill look so hot, Ill melt the supposed ice sculptures

anyway, someone asked so yeah
regarding "gossip guy"
he changed the fan page to a profile page and it might have limited access to ppl who are not his "friends"
but heres the link for those interested
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=119384838076859#!/profile.php?id=100000799440098&ref=ts

I Love Exotica

Exotica babes!
2nd December 2007 was when the Exotica Babes were formed
Shaker, Cracker and Hacker!

I propose, we need to have an " exotica reunion dinner" every year!
yes yes yes??
hahaha


we rarely have chances where ALL THREE of us can go out together
but here are the pics of the fun times we had since 2007 til 2009 !


Trig Island!




our club




NYE!

Reminiscing 2007

I was just reading my 2007 post,
so I could find the date where "Exotica" was formed

and I came across 3 funny events that happen whilst i was in SG that year

FIRST INCIDENT
This was when I was at Terry's house one day
( I shall copy and paste the funny part from that post)

so i call shuana using dears hse phone then i was wating for it to ring with my very hao lian bitch face
suddenly, dear burst out laughing
at first I thought is cause of video,
then he point at the phone.. i look down OMFG


the phone thing is not even connected lor..
i look like a idiot then lixin and terry laugh til peng lor.. so paiseh..


dear said to lixin " mei mei you see her blusher so red hor.. "

__________________________

SECOND INCIDENT
happened in a portable toilet while me and jeff was at Kel's granny's funeral

went to those outdoor protable toilet thingo.
then i'm such a idiot I GOT STUCK IN THE TOILET


jeffrey outside holding my gucci bag for me waiting for me to come out
so i keep calling " jeffrey... jeffrey.. help me lei.. omg i'm stuck lor... "


damm funny cans he run go put down our things then he

push.. push.. PUSH the door open..

then hit until my head lor..
omgs can! i'm so accident prone..
_________________________
hahaha.. I miss them so much...

anyways last but not least
Is a song me and Jeffrey Wifey created

everyone knows im not a big fan of christmas
so we made out own version of the "12 days of christmas"

heehee, Dedicated to you wifey!

on the 12 day of christmas my WHORE friend gave to me

12 vaginas bleeding

11 asses shaking

10 strippers stripping

9 nipple piercings

8 big fat whores

7 sexy g strings

6 dicks a steaming

5... PROSTITUES!!!

4 porno videos..

3 sexy dresses..

2 vibrators..

AND A BOX FILLED WITH CONDOMSSSSSS

Materialistic

love cause me so much hurt and anguish
money has always been my friend
perhaps it was my wishful thinking ??

I can say today I was very happy
or I could say today deep inside i was at war with myself
I guess, what isnt mine will never be mine

so I have to buy what I want,
because its something that I can call MY OWN
that is MINE
that will never run away from me ..

this is a super sad thing man..

is it some sort of a curse?
that my happyness doesnt last more then 2 days

anyway I spent OVER 1K today
bought 2 GUCCI Bags
Nike Shoes
and a top to wear to clubbing

super broke now.. ahaha
thats life right??

today I couldent help myself
it seams every cent I spent it made me slightly happier

im so dissapointed now
no mood to update
sorry I shall do it tomorrow or another day

Nicole's Version of " All I want For Christmas Is you "

This is my Favourite Christmas song

so i edited it to suit me

haha I think the lyrics are very meaningful and totaly reflect me =p

Enjoy

All I want For Christmas Is you ( Nicole Remix )

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I wont even ask for gucci
channel dior or LV
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you ...

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need

I wont even ask for gucci

channel dior or LV

I don't want a big grand party
Christmas candies or Barcardi
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With diamonds on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
Screw the flowers and the snow
I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I dont want a new computer
not even a brand new car
I despise those guys who tries to
catch my attention at the bar

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding onto me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
why isnt my phone ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

Pictures from 5th dec Fabian's Camera

Again I'm still waiting on the original copies.. LOL
but I know you guys are dying for some pics
so hopefully these will entertain you for now

NOTE: the comments written on the pics are not ment to be offensive to anyone, all pics have been edited by fabian and all comments are jokes not ment to be taken seriously

now..

Enjoy =D


All phototaking credits to my Wifey =p




All my Japanese Fans waiting for me outside DFS LOL




look at my ass
LOL
proof that I DID wear pants that day
*ahem ahem*










My sexy phone.. wheee




Fabian complaining about darren to me.. LOL
planning our evil scheme =x


finally .. a pic with jeffrey =D


this is such a nice picture, minus fabian's nasty comments.. LOL




sending me off
wheee


ahaha.. fabian dont be jealous that I get to see my Ai Ai and you dont =p