Flash backs from the past

okay i promise after this im gonna study my chem

my internet is screwed and so my phone is not working properly
hence
i've been feeling very lonely =x

and a certaint someone is a rottnest island so again he wont be able to accompany me today

oh well
i have my chem books

the phone rang and that familiar number appeared
i thought i was seeing things
but it only rang for a few seconds before it stopped
well im not gonna call that person back
if he has no patience to wait for me to pick up
then he does not show sincearity and hence, does not deserve to talk to me anyway

people have been asking me if i still missed you
if i still wanted to be with you
the answer is no
i'm glad you have a good life
and my life is fine now thanks
i dont need you to be in it
im just not over the fact that i "lost"
i got over you =)
After the first time you broke my heary
and the second
it was hard
but i got over it

regardless, i was the one that dumped him
so i should stop feeling like as if i "lost"
i wonder why i was so silly to actually devote myself 100% to you

but oh well
I cant always win and i've accepted everything that happend
also thanks to you
I have to re-learn what it means to love someone
but its alright, im getting there