sigh sigh sigh

Kill me now?
fucking scientice
now would be a good time
this day has been filled with TOO MUCH DRAMMA

my mum is a pain in the ass
and followed by the many toubles i have

And on top of that I HAVE NEVER CRAVED NICOTINE SO MUCH IN MY LIFE
and my mum has to forbid me from going to the city tomorrow
cause i have to fucking help her clean the house

FORGET IT

i have no mood at all
i've lost all will in life
even THE WILL TO LOOK CHIO
put on my lovely top this morning
then i thought
" fuck it"
and i wore just a bebe t-shirt and white short shorts

just now i tried to make up
put on my fake eyelashes
looking very pretty
and then i thought again " fuck it "
took them off
which really hurt my eye lids

anyway thanks friends
ESP MAY =)
you are sweet

as for another source of my grief
ARGH
as if you didnt give me enough troubles
THANKS
now YOU are the one making me argue with my BESTI

Girl
i've lost my chance at love
i've lost all hope in love
now youve found yours
im happy for you
go for it
im happy seeing you happy and floating in the sea of love
the way i used to
you dont understand what im going though
so ignore my problems
I dont want it to cause anyone to drop any more hair over it
just concentrate on your r/s
you deserve it
i dont