all about babies

Firstly
Congrats AGAIN to my 5 years twinie =)
she is pregnant with her second child
still only 16
oh how I look up to her
chatted with her the other day
told her how time flies
and how strong i think she is

and how i wish wish wish that i could be there
everytime i go back to singapore
i realise how much i have missed

nvm as long as she knows im always thinking of her and baby phoebe =)

seeing so many of my friends getting pregnant at such a young age,
sometimes I wish I can enjoy the "xin fu" feeling they have
that warm fufilling sweet feeling of F A M I L Y

something that I cannot feel
lol
everyone who knows me well,
would know my biggest worry would be falling pregnant
because i know, my parents wont support me
sighs

so everytime when i get my period
I will be irritated, as well as relieved
lol

alrights enough about me

went to visit Agnes today
saw her new born baby girl, Victoria
as well as nathaniel
he is still as cute as ever
feel kinda sorry for him
can see that he is jealous of his new lil sis

Baby Victoria is sooo adorable
looks really mature and she has alot of hair also

haha
looking at their family pics
make me think so much about Alvin

I told Sandy yesterday
I also wish to get married and settle down soon

But
I still want to enjoy my youth
and I have a dream to fufil
a dream that no matter what others say, I wont give up
I want to fufil that dream and proove everyone eles wrong

most of all I want to proove all my reletives and family wrong
so those who didnt believe in me or support me can kiss my ass

and this particular person who means alot to me
but at the same time
for some reason always challenges me to proove him wrong
because perhaps in his eyes im not as good as girls such as
Xuesha and Naomi Liu

Im sure many of you will agree with him ?
click the X on the right corner
and go to their blogs instead =)

I dont want people like you guys putting me down