where did all the decent guys go ?

lmao today was quite a drammatic day

I started my morning with a can of insect spray,
Chasing the god damm crocroach around my house
grr

oh yeah, and i left out the part that i was scared for my life in the first minute
I always thought it was only in the movies that girls jump of the table/ sofas/ whatever
when they see disgusting lil bugs

erm, yeah, it actually happens in real life
hence, me
LOL

okay anyway back to the guys are jerks part
is it just me?
or have I been surrounded my total assholes?

well not total ass holes
let me tell you
application forms from a few weeks ago ?
yes many horny guys filled it in
and you wouldent want to know what they said

secondly,
guys have been irritating me on msn
pestering me to web cam with them
and hoping to "get lucky" when I go back to singapore
erm, not gonna happen =)

and and and
the list goes on of how many guys have irritated me recently

I recently wondered where the so called first guy I actually fell for
and who also happened to be the first guy I kissed
went to/ what happened to him

I have really shit memory and I forget things I want to forget really easily
I recently found out he got married and has a kid
LOL
alright
bye bye to him
I dont really give a flying fuck about what happen

I guess it was when i was in sec 1
and he brough a pen knife out to "settle problems" for another friend of mine
I kinda phased him out of my life
yes, thats probably what happend

and anyway
today at school
irritating guys have been asking me to go to the ball with them
in addition their FRIENDS came and asked on their behalf
I was like " Fuck you, im not even gonna be here next year, hence, Im not even going to the ball, get over it "

harsh much?
whatever..

okay enough about irritating guys

Today I spent art chatting with nathan, looking at him paint and looking at his art folder
its pretty cool =)
hahaha
although I've always been a "bad boy fan "
but its soo cute when I see actual decent guys interested in me

it so nice when I saw his eyes light up at the sigh of me
teehees

Guess I havent really been fair or particularly nice to him
but I was nice today =)