can you believe its xmas eve already

im so in denail about it
doesnt even feel like christmas

for the past few years christmas ment nothing to me

next time i think i'll throw a lingerie party on christmas
whooo
thats something to look foward to

chatted with Jun kai all morning today
trying to console him
im not very good with words but yeah
he's strong, i know he'll get through this =D

and i realised its been ages since someone told me they loved me..
and ment it
sighsss

I feel so unloved.. haha
say say say you love me ~

anyway photoshoot went well yesterday
was there from 10.30am to 6 pm
had pizza for lunch

damm tiring ..
indeed its not gonna be easy being a model
tonight will be the screening of the photos
omg!
scarred
hahaha

after that gonna print of a few copies and send them out to aussie's agencies
hopefully, someone will take interest
hahaha

nexr gonna upload the "behind the scenes" pics taken by my lovely cousin
Thanks Iris for accompanying me and driving me around =D

be paitient =)

oh yes party at PLAY club on the 30th dec

whoop

Hogan you just made my day

something to look foward to

I always look foward to New Years Eve rather then Christmas

weird isnt it?

hopefully, next year will be a better year!