hilights of the oh so boring life of nicole's.. LOL

Bestie has been pestering me to update so here goes..

YESTERDAY
finally took my car out for a spin
oh i miss it so much!
hahaha
its so nice to drive in perth

dad kept nagging at me to drive slower
I really cant help it when there is like close to no cars infront of me
hehe

I chatted with Edwin yesterday night!
we wish we could have met up when I was in singapore
oh well.. lack of fate I guess?
or neglect on my part
I seriously cant remember turning him down when he asked me to go chill..

but yeah he told me he finally got his wings!
Im so proud of him.. haha
he is going to U.S soon
wish him all the best

and also he promised me a ride in his new lancer

and and and in the midst of being slightly miserable yesterday,
Jun kai tried to cheer me up by promising to let me drive " his wife"
when we are back in singapore
wheeee

Im surprised anyone would trust me with their car
LOL

TODAY
Marie actually invited me to brass monkey
some bloggers gathering thing

but im not part of Nuffnang Australia
as most of my readers are in singapore

so I didnt really wanna go, I wont know the bloggers there anyways.. haha

started my first proper driving lessons today
I learnt how to reverse park!
yay

also today im officially out of prendiville
dad said the principal was sad to hear I wanted to leave
he even ask if there is anything he could do to make me stay

haha thats so sweet,
I know, i had quite a bright future there
but I seriously cant cope with A levels
and, I think its a better path for me to go to Curtin

persue my interest there =)
Good luck to prendiville in searching for someone to replace me
I wish that person all the best in taking over my duties as
Salvado Representative
Student couoncillor
Ball committee member
and Special Minister

wow I achieved all of that and I left all of that behind
I hope its worth it =)
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rants..
(feel free to skip this part)

its been 3 years
every year there will be a guy, promising to make me the happiest girl on eath when i return to SG
but when I finally do, it never works out

and im left shattered and dissapointed

I guess the good side is
there will always be someone eles, someone new to pick me up
making the reaminder of my trip slightly less depressing

once we start to get used to each other and feelings grow
its time for me to leave
bye bye to my summer roamance

of course they'd promise to wait for me
along with a whole list of stuff
which includes flowers.. movies.. cable car rides.. the list goes on

but.. not one of them followed through

instead I am faced with, their new romance or them unable to forget their old romance
or just plain neglect or simply them loosing interest in me..

why am i trapped in the cycle?
I hope I will finally break through it
I hope next time im back in singapore it would be different

maybe I should look on the bright side
at least, I always have a guy keeping me happy for a period of time whilst im in singapore

and I have slowly grown stronger
and learnt to protect myself.. since there is no one to protect me..