as days go past

debbie is back!
perhaps things will get better now
as I have started reading " Eclipse " and its so far so good

maybe my life would follow suite
that is if I dont die in the following months

I have to go to my new school soon
oh so very far away
probably take me 40 mins to get there

and also recently, the area has been pretty dangerous
a few Curtin students have already been KILLED
around tt area

awsome, I finally get into Uni and im gonna get killed

Im desperate to pass my driving
tho, i seam to be failing all the mocks.. LOL

im so hopeless
at least if i drove to school, i would be safe in my car..
train stations, and routes to bus stops are so dangerous

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It sucks seeing you so down and blue
but I know somehow you'd make a through
you have friends who would stand by you

I wish I could be there
even tho perhaps you wouldent even care

I have left
and were far apart
but I forgot to tell you , I'd left you my heart

and it would always be with you
as long as you want it to

EDITED : After writing this, I feel like slapping myself,
its like I was drowning and asking for help,
someone saved me
and now I jumped back into the water
unknowingly killing myself.. AGAIN