time to snap out of it

yesterday I was in a kinda weird mood
ahaha. im sorry
and Edgar was pissed at me for torturing myself like that
he said the next time I do something like that, id have to sing him a song over the phone

have you ever heard anything more totally insane ?
but yes is good
cause this time its really no turning back

I dont regret sending "him" that message
It hurt
but
at least now I know, and Im 100% sure of what to do right ?
which is let go... or at least not hold on too tightly
any case, its time to move on

anyway following my depressing day
which was spent singing sad songs whilst playing my guitar
painting my nails green.. LOL
shopping with debbie and
eating lots of chocolate

I CHOPPED OF MY HAIR EXTENTIONS!
yes no more long hair for me..
LOL..
Im going for a proper hair cut later
my appointment is at 3.45

gonna accompany bestie to collect her dress at whitfords
shes gonna pick me up at 12

oh yes yesterday I printed out many nice pics
from valentines day, CNY, gotham, and the river cruise last year
its all up on my walls now
yes, its all the pictures of people that DO matter =)

I was sooooo happy to have a video call with Jeffrey, kimmy and siok yit
crazy asses..
but I love and miss them soooo much!
they were totally insane, just the way I left them
it really did cheer me up!

if they are reading I LOVE YOU JEFFREY KIMBERLY AND SIOK YIT!
p.s I have pics of you guys on my wall =DD

woke up by maddy's msg this morning
she wanted me to go to town with her and Carmen,
but I had to pass
cause, Im going to the mess tonight !