nothing is ever perfect

nothing will ever be perfect,
so lets just be content and make the best out of what we have =)

Im actually kinda upset at the moment
not really on good terms with my parents
but I shant complain or anything
i'll just nod and take everything with a smile
even gave up answering back or defending myself

for me, the main thing is
as long as im not forbidden from seeing my boyfriend
and they dont hate him
and they dont find out we are actually together
then, im contented

SATURDAY
Glad to know Sean had fun clubbing
perhaps abit too much fun
was actually kinda pissed in the morning
everyone was reporting to me in incidents of the previous night

but, well, I said I trusted him, so , I do
im abit jealous, but thats normal right ?
he didnt really do anything wrong i guess
so I shouldent really be pissed with him

anyways we went to whitfords togehter with aaron
and then aaron went to buy his own stuff
giving me and sean some private time

we were actually pretty bored, just walking around aimlessly
sitting down eating low fat chips and chatting
he also bought and AFL ball

and we've decided we are gonna support The Eagles =)

after that we went back to my place
taught him to play guitar, and AFL, and we started making a music video of him
haha

met up with debs and kel for dinner
went to kel's place
me and debb hopped into an abandoned trolly
and they pushed us around
we were screaming our heads off
and the neighbour came out looking super pissed
yelling " thats disgusting! "

Sean climbed into the house through the balcony
LOL
he was lucky no one called the police
and I went stright to the alcohol
had a shot of vodca
and a jager-redbull

soon vijay came back
teased him about the previous nights events
chatted
and soon we all left to the beach

me and sean decided it would be cool to run around half-naked
LOL
gosh we are so crazy
I think it was the Jager-redbull that convinced me it was a good thing to do

making out under the stars was fun as well
the sand was abit annoying though.. haha

soon it was time to leave
yes, cinderella has a curfew

we all went back to hang out at my place
watched movies, and spent most time editing Sean's music video

last but not least that night I had the best shower in my life =DD
teehees