need to get fit fit fit!

i've started my lil "lemon detox diet" 2 days ago
teehees
Im not too sure what its ment to do
possibly give you better skin
and help loose all the fats and oils in your body

and and and im gonna go back to body combat classes with joyce!
joyce motivate me okay!

who gonna be looking smoking hot this summer?? =p

YESTERDAY
went over to bros house for a few hours
whilst waiting for our 2 lazy princess to get ready
we were all ment to meet up at 12 but it dragged on til 2

he was totally abusing me and stole my lighter!
I was so pissed and wrestled him for it back
i gave up in the end =x
watched "how I met your mother"
ate strawberries
I showed him abit of our "mad" choreography

soon Htet came to complain that she was already in the city
so we rushed down to meet her
went to some anime shops
both of them went crazy

I was just interested if they had any cosplay =p
some how I just LOVEEEE dressing up
there was also this pink toufu pillow that was uber cute!

their ninja/anime swords were so cool too!
and they were real swords
so only 18+ people can buy =x

after that went to meet phi's step bro
but we were a lil late so there were no more free food left !
damm haha

but we were starving anyway
met up with beckie and we went for "Lunch-Ner"
our combination of lunch and dinner LOL

chatted and chilled there for abit
haha lil family reunion dinner
the last time we were together was at Htet's birthday
Hetet mummy, Beckie Daddy, Nicole Jiejie and Phi Didi =DD
I know I sound childish but bahhh..
its a great feeling okay! I love my friends

went shopping for abit
northbridge
and then headed to pot black
I won all 4 of my initial D races!!
2 were against phi, and the other 2 against computer

and phi lost like 3 times to beckie in max tune
today is so not his winning day lol
soon jasmine came to join us

went to timezone
DDR-ed with beckie
and then we went to hayden's place for shisha

been ages since I had it!
yum yum yumm
had to leave around 8.30
so had to leave phi with them and couldent send him home
haha I felt hell bad =(
I'll make it up to you okay!

after that when I got home, my perfect day crumbled
so much drama that turned my perfect day upside down
I thought my life was starting to light up
but then the shadows of my past returned

couldent help the tears of frustration and helplessness that flowed down
I still cant believe he threatened me..
I just hope he will accept our incompatibility and just agree to be friends

I know ive hurt him
but everyone gets hurt
I got hurt so many times my fingers are not enough to count how many times
but I got over it
everyone eles got over it
so why cant you ?

I hope after all that talking
he would realise my point of view
and accept it!
he said he is okay now
but who knows when he would act up again?

I truly truly feel very scared and super vulnerable
which is a feeling I HATE
imma strong girl!
dont make me feel like that ever again!
I hope that was the last time
and I truly do hope everything is okay between us now!

after the convo, I just wanted to lie in someones safe comforting arms..
I wanted someone to give me a hug and stroke my hair
and whisper in my ears that everything will be okay ..