no mood to blog..

been kinda down these days
no particular reasons, but im just so tired of everything

feelings of nostalgia has been hitting too
perhaps it has been the stepping back into my high school,
meeting my pretty boy sean (From high school) recently
dreaming of Chee Z
and the bizzare dream of 3 of my exs! all in one dream!
it was weird, I made out with A, Held hands with J,
and the other who i shant say his initials told me he would mind if i was fat, LOL

so random, I guess it proves something, and 3 of them were the ones who impacted me the most
all of them are special to me,

one was my first love, it was innocent and sweet, he was my prince, i thought we would be together forever
its just like Blair and Nate from gossip girl.

the other was my first real, serious, mature boyfriend
he treated me like his princess, he'd give me everything I want
but I was too young to want such a serious relationship
neither could I stand the long distance.

the last one, the bad boy I was hopelessly crazy over
if any of you watch "secret life"
we are just like Adrian and Ricky..

3 of them mean alot to me, they'd always have a special place in my heart.

I'll blog about my friday outing tomorrow maybe
my grandparents have arrived!
ive missed them heaps.. =)

was pouring my heart out to vinnie yesterday
told him ONE of my dramatic stories of my crazy life
he said it sounded like one of those tragic korean dramas LOL
and hopefully it would have a happy ending

I doubt it, this story will have no ending..

okay im done being emo.. LOL..
gonna watch my jap drama now.. tata ~