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Im Nicole Tan and yes i live a very blessed and exciting drammatic life.

A Freelance model, also interested in dancing, acting, events and broadcasting.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Au revoir moi cherie.. bon voyage.. Je'temme

He left for singapore today..
and should be arriving anytime i guess
i miss him already!
i feel so lost and alone

but my BFFL debbie cracker is here to accompany me
helping me to get back with my normal life before i met him
but my world only lightened up when i met him

but its alright
i'll be a good girl and a strong girl
and i will wait wait wait for my honey bunny to be with me again!
and my life will finally be complete

alrights quick update
met debbie went to town
shop awhile
and then went to NANDOS to eat
i rate our meal today 3.5/5

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hee hee look at my ring =x

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i think this kinda looks like my boyfriend..



our HOT peri peri sauce wasn't all that HOT
but it certaintly was addictive
peri peri is awsome
filled with vitamins and minerals it can also improve your sex life =x
thats what the lable said
how true?
you have to find out yourself.. hee hee
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while eating
i suddenly felt very emo
tears welded up in my eyes
i had this very strong urge to see him just one last time

i hate airports i must admit
i really do
i hate saying good bye.. sayonara.. au revoir
i get emotional and i will cry
something which i hate

but i just had had had to see him..
i've left my boyfriends to go to aus many times before
but it did not hurt as much as this one
i guess this time
he's different from the rest

so i called my cab driver
he said he would come pick me up asap and we would go to the airport asap too

while waiting
guess what i saw?
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lmao.. omgs!! freaky much..

in the end we arrived earlier then baby
hee hee
he said he was with patryk
so me and deb would have to becareful

me being silly and stubbourn
obviously had to go to the check in counter to peak at him
and then suddenly debbie said " OMG UNCLE PATRYK COMING THIS WAY"
so we ran and hide
lmao

obviously darling saw..
then patryk went to toilet and we thought it would finally be safe
unfortunately we bumped into him upstairs..
AFTER DARLING SAID HE WONT GO UP!
i guess fate is doing this to me..
why? i seriously dunno

debbie " are you sure hes left? "
Darling " omg he's behind you! "
debbie and me " HUH?!"
*turns*
partyk " well hello!"
me " er.. hi.. "
*turns to darling*
* EVIL STARES*
" ahhhhhhh whyyyyyyyyy "

i guess over 10 instructors know about our "scandal"
although i dont classify it as a scandal anymore
we really do love each other
we'd risk all.. everything..

so yes spent my last moments with darling
and paparazi debbie snapped a few pics..
those last moments were plain sweet and memorable..

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*hand cuffs*
dont you ever dare leave me!

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evil thinkings..

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*hugs tightly*
i love you baby

after that said our last goodbye and see-ed him off
i started to tear
debbie said dont cry ( in cantonese )
and i drowed my sorrows in caffene
my new found drug
better then drowning myself in alcohol.. haha

after that my driver drove us back to town
emo in the cab
then went to look at some clothes
me and debbie bought a top

train-ed back to joondi
got H.J's for dinner
and then went back to her house to slack
now we are at my house

tomorrow morning go to school to do my art.. lol.. occupy myself
debbie shall watch me draw
and then i'm gonna cut my hair.. gonna cut much shorter.. lol
and then dye it a more decent colour
gonna stay low profile from now on
so i need a new hairstyle.. hee hee

and then we shall go on our lil movie marathon
yup..

my stomach kinda hurts..
gonna stop here

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