All of a sudden

i feel very lonely
recently a few of my friends have been telling me about their "love problems"
the more i listen the more i feel very..
i dunno how to describe la
i also dunno why im feeling this way

First friend
is still deeply in love with that girl
ever since the day i met him till today
he is still not over that girl
and i dont understand,
why she wouldent give this ( in my eyes to be ) perfect guy
who never got his mind off her,
a chance

and him, who obviously has a line of girls Q-ing up for him
still cant get his mind of her
and with an appearance to be so strong
whenever he talks/ thinks of her, he becomes so soft

i guess her b'day just passed
and i wonder how things turn out
hopefully my friend, you would have you happy ending =)

Second friend
has a girlfriend who doesnt understand the meaning of "personal space"
i dont get it
they both love each other
but cant come to a compromise

he waited so long and finally found a girlfriend
and now he misses his freedom
just a little bit of personaly space
but she denys him of it
i guess no one can really win

but i hope she would be more understanding
and i know he loves him
so she shouldent use "breaking up" as a threat
trust me, you'll regrette ever saying those 2 words
i promise you

As for my third friend
i shant say it here
its our secret
i hope he would get that girl
and i hope that girl would stop playing games
and stop putting him through this agony

why cant love be plain simple and sweet
because life just isnt that easy..

anyway just for the haters, 50 ppl think im hot, so far =x

both girls and guys so.. HA.. suck shit =x

i just ordered bulk
SWAROSKI CRYSTALS
hope it comes soon
then i can spend my free time pimping my stuff

argh i just feel so down all of a sudden
why why why
and it pisses me off that i dont know why im feeling this way
or what im feeling at all

i suppose these few sentence are being repeated in my head
out of sight, out of mind
if you dont remind me, i would forget

what it really means, i dunno
i guess im trying to warn myself of something
i just dunno what..
sighs..

happy mothers day =)

over and out ~