A slightly better day

School wasn't too bad today =DD
My hisotry teacher motivate me alot to study.. lol

My painting in art is almost finish
i guess its quite pretty
consists of a F16 plane flying as the sun sets
and palm trees
haha.. thats how it is so far
i might add more things to it soon
i guess
haha

after school ran my school Cross Country
my gosh, i had a really really bad stitch ( when the side on your stomach hurts )
and i had to press down the side of my stomach to continue running
i seriously thought i was going to die.. lmao

but i fking wanted to be in the top 10, just so i'd get a medal
so id just bear with it
Mr D. was there encouraging us
as well as other teachers
my aim every year is just to make him proud of me
and to earn points for my house
so we'd win =DD

in the end after sprinting the last 100m
i came in 197 in the school
which had over 400 participants i guess
so im in the top 20% of my school =DD

and in my under 17 division
i was 12th!!damm happy
altho i wanted to be top 10
i only missed out by 2 places
if i was healthy i would have gotten into top 10
but still
im very proud =DD

the results of which house won would be revealed on monday
hopefully salvado would win for once!

anyway recently im getting them pissed at my mum alrights
fking annoying and un-understanding
she cannot see that recetly im very tired and stressed?
only know how to fking nag nag nag
ask me to this and that
well screw you
you are seriously nth to me okay
just a pain in my ass

just came back from work
as after cross couontry stright go home shower and off to work
come back lei?
she dont care abt me
ask me teach my bro how to do his fking kumon
why cant he just be cleverer?
or not since my mum think she is a genius
and im just a stupid bimbo
YOU GO FKING TEACH YR OWN SON HOW TO DO HIS WORK

arghh.. im sooo pissed
i shant go on
or i will bore everyone to death
and the list will go on and on