exhuasted.. fhrustrated.. i dont know how much longer i can take this

everyday is such a tortue now a days man
argh..
my day is just damm tiring
and i really feel very very tired.. plus more and more eye bags

thus im turning to RB and V to help me get through the day
i just bought a carton of V
and a RB
i know drinking too much of this might eventually kill me or make me FAT
but, its the best solution now isnt it

i can't continue to fall asleep in class
and when i drank RB on tuesday we won our match!
so it cant be that bad
i guess

Well firstly Congrats to my darling and my daddy for getting Silver in IPPT ^^

let me complain here abt my day

was already very tired yesterday
and i had to wake up at 6 to go to AFL training
woke up had no appetite
so i didn't really eat much

1 hour and 15 mins training
my heart was so not at training today
too tired
and fhrustrated cause i dont even know why im in the team
i cant fking kick the ball properly =_=

art lesson damm shag
and i went back at lunch time to continue my painting

after that the next too lessons
i was struggly to keep awake
its the silly ppl that keep me awake and entertained.. lmao

sean ask me if i want to help him tie his tie
seeing as im easily amused
i was delighted to tie his tie
and the it turned out like those super small tie =x
charlie was complain
said i should have let her do it
but sean sided with me
and said my tie was okay and its cute =DD
hightlight of my day

anyway after my long and exhuasting day
i jsut wanted to go home lie down and do nth
tho i had studying to do as well

but my boss called
and ask me to go work
so i went
even tho i was already damm tired

and tomorrow after school, after running 4.2km cross country
I STILL HAVE TO WORK
thus the RB

and after blogging im still gonna study for abit
thus the V tomorrow morning

sighs.. my studying is going down the drain
why do i still bother?
doing 5 TEE subs is too hard!
btw TEE = singapore A levels

now i know why JC ppl have no lives =_=

lmao.. daddy now dont want me to work anymore
he always ask me dont work la blah blah
seeing me half dead half alive,
do you regrette not giving me enough money??

tsk tsk.. today he came to pick me up from work
aunty jen and uncle ben asked why my mum didnt come
i said "my mum dont want me de la, come for what?"
they always say " ya la daddy dote you more what.. nvm de la "

seriously with everyone in my family
i dont give a shit who is their fav
but better to have daddy dote me more then my mum anyways
cause daddy got money =x

today when i told him
" what to do ? im not as rich as you "
he said
" aiya whene i die my money is also yours"
then i said
" well by then i'll be rich too, dont need your money "

true what
last time
i just LESS THEN 1% of his 20 k a month
now regrette?
but nvm la.. i can earn my own money
you give me the money i also dont want it anymore
it has no value to me

haiya.. darling marry me now cans?
then i wont have to suffer so much =x

he is not in a good mood today
i hope he cheers up =)
everytime im in a shitty mood like im in now
i just want someone to cuddle me
and assure me that everything would be alright

but for now.. im gonna study.. i'll probably fall asleep on my table
but who cares right?