Picking myself up after I fall

haha im so sorry for the lack of updates
even more sorry about my recent boring emo post

well lets see what can I update about my life

Rave coming up!
thinking of weather to go anot
told Sean Besti that I wanna go, ask if he is going
he is soo damm sweet cans
he said " I wont let you go there alone, its fucking crazy there man "
so we are still thinking about weather to go anot

seriously, Im gonna miss that boy so damm much when i leave school
He is like begging me to stay for the ball next year
but there is like no point of me staying also
I dont wanna go to classes etc and I dont have a date! =x

His gf is such a pain in the ass
Me and stephen has had it with her
she does not OWN sean
she cant just come and interupt our conversations,
pull sean away and start kissing him

I feel damm sorry for stephen
because they have been best friends since like primary school
and this girl comes along
and ruins everything
tsk tsk

stephen told me " its normal for her to get jealous when sean is with you, but as for me? I dont even have a fucking vagina! what is she scared off?!?! "

but i must amit sean and stephen are pretty gay together
LOL
Love them both tho =D

anyway Im so glad its the end of this busy busy DRAMMATIC week

Monday night have to WAITRESS for the year 12 graduation
I look very nice in the outfit I must admit
LOL
The even starts at 8
so fucking late right?
and i only get home around 10.30
and I STILL have to wake up early to go to school the next day ..

Wednesday Will be going to the Art Exhibition with Nathan
His art is being displayed there
LOL
should be fun,
I guess
hahaha..

Its 99% chance im going to quit school and go to Curtin next year
I'll miss everyone dearly
but i'll meet new people right?
I must persue my dream
and I hope all of them do too


when your heart is broken, it continues beating, hence, life goes on