Shoking news

I was just told that my good friend since primary school til sec school,
had just passed away
but they didnt know the cause yet

sighs... Adrian. R.I.P my good friend
I'll always remember the good times we had
we called ourselves "chinese buddies"
we sat next to each other in chinese class
and we'd both suck
big time

we'd fail chinese together
copy homework together
lol, it was a bonding experiance

he is the second friend of mine who had passed away

life is really so fragile
I also know I started to neglect him
I wont deny, I was pretty popular in primary and secondary school
I had countless amount of friends
well so called friends anyway
not many were close to me

but yes, he was one of those friends that i kinda phased out of my life
because I made new groups of friends etc
and soon didnt have time for my old friends anymore
esp those from primary school

over the years after coming here
I realised so much
when I got a bf, i was neglected everyone eles
but i've learnt, how much all my friends ment to me
they were all great and special in some way

if i could turn back time
I'd treasure my friends more

now im lacking in close friends
and i feel kinda lonely ?
its funny how such a socialble person like me would feel lonely right

well, thats the way life is
and this news, is certaintly of shock to me

My condolences to my 2 deceased friends..
Adrian..
and Jamsmine..

Rest In Peace