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Im Nicole Tan and yes i live a very blessed and exciting drammatic life.

A Freelance model, also interested in dancing, acting, events and broadcasting.

Monday, November 10, 2008

so its true you have found someone eles?
im happy for you
no actually im not
its fair enough that the other guy found a girl, he wasnt genuinely interested in me anyway
but you
you are someone I actually care about
someone I actually had a proper relationship with

and also I can safely say..
I realise, the only person whos motive of being with me WASNT just because you wanted to sleep with me

sigh.. I realise good guys are hard to fine

but I see, youve found another girl,
youve found happyness faster then me
yes this is not a game
but if it was
then i've lost

I know I should be happy but Im not
I cant stand the fact that perhaps that girl is better then me
I cant stand the fact that there is someone more important to you then ME

I know im a selfish, self centered bitch

but I have to admit it

I still want you to love care about me me..


whats the point of writing this.. when you dont even come to read anymore..

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