Good morning

so sick of love songs
so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here

I know my blog has been boring recently
bear with me.. hahah

yay today is the 15th day of CNY
and ive been told that im pretty superstitious
when it comes to gambling or anything that has to do with money.. LOL

So I ALWAYS wait til the 15th day of CNY
to open all my hong paos and count my money
hehe

sometimes I will peek at how much tt person give me
but only after the 15th day that I remove the money from the red packets
heehee

and whilst gambling, I NEVER count my money.. haha
only after then I count.. heee..

I guess this year I got quite alot of hong paos..
BIGGEST one this year is from Daddy Dearest ( duh ) and Jojo !

shant reveal the amount.. haha

Oh yes my new video shall me up soon
Ive learnt to play " one step at a time" by Jordan sparks.. hahah

and and and Ive finished New Moon!
Edward your excuses are stupid, but I forgive you
hahaha..

I guess thats how it always is right?
no matter how much someone hurts you, you'd still end up forgiving them
its not easy hating someone
infact its tiring and frustrating
so why not, just forgive and forget?
as hard as that may be

yesterday I dreamt about him again
but ive grown immune to it
sigh ~

I wish Vampires exist!
I wish I was a vampire!
Vampire lovers can be together FOREVER ... for ETERNITY
because they are imortal
they'll remain forever young, together, never spending a single moment apart

also!
they are RICH
because they are imortal, they have all the youth and time in the world to earn money

they are STRONG
SWIFT
and they can steal a yellow Porsche !!
OMG
hahaha.. ( Alice )

they are BEAUTIFUL and FLAWLESS

hence they are not real.. ahha
one can steal dream
P.S only those who are familiar with Twilight and New moon would know what im talking about =p